todae is another public holiday.

not working at bio.

but working at mac later.

yup!

this month got 2 double pay!

lalala``

=D

last saturday.

went to work.

i forgot wat happened for the whole dae le lah.

oso not impt.

lol.

wat i wana sae is.

ard 2100.

yuwei came!!

lol.

she wanted to come and pay deposit for her party on coming thurs.

but nv bring money.

wat a sotong.

haa.

den i still gave her 45 invitation cards.

which is not allowed to without paying deposit.

haha!

den coz of her thurs party.

im going mac to work aft bio!

see so wei da.

but she kept on saeing she juz letting mi earn easy money.

haha.

aft i punch abt 2300.

i went ti sat down wif her and her friend.

they are writing their invitation cards.

den ard 2345 we go off.

den saw YUAN MEI MEI!!!

she came and gave auntie alice cake.

haa.

so happie to see her.

damn long nv see her le.

think ever since she resign ever since beginning of the year ba.

den she ask 'wah u can stay in mac so long ah'

diao -_-

haa.

den i told her juz lydat stay lor.

hmm.

den not long aft i reached home.

jin kai sms mi.

ya.

den he called mi and chat.

aft ard 15min.

someone called his hp.

i can hear their conversation.

i noe is rude but i juz listen.

i noe is his gf call him le.

she ask him wat is he doing.

he told her he is chatting wif mi.

i was like 'wah wat a honest guy'

lol.

den he came back to mi and sae tat cant chat le.

i sae ok lor nvm.

but he nv tell mi the reason.

but i noe.

he is calling his gf back.

but.

y dun he juz tell mi the reason?

i dun understand this.

and i predict sth will happen.

juz continue reading..

let mi talk abt last sunday.

was kinda fun initially.

working wif jun and faridah.

no sales.

quite relaxing.

some of us sit down and chat.

lol.

we all was talking abt of bbq on 8nov.

when i noe jeff is coming.

for watever reason.

i sian half.

den.

siew wah forced mi to go break while im not hungry.

fine.

took a mcflurry and went to my party room and rot for half an hour.

was wrapping present.

den jun and faridah and some riders was playing 'rockets'.

i mean those like crackers type de.

ya.

so lousy de.

oso cant fly up.

lol.

den i conducted a party.

den i went back to close the bill.

somehow janice's coffee spill accidentally by puiling.

spill onto yunrui.

den tat janice sae us.

'wah ni men hor...'

wtf.

den i sae her back lah.

'is your coffee nv cover properly'

den she sae mi back.

'hao.. ni you zhong'

WTF!!!

im freaking boil up at tat moment liao.

but i nv sae anything back lah.

juz wasting of my time talking to this kind of ppl.

i settled my stuffs i went home lor.

reached home ard 2000++.

its early.

haa.

watched tv.

was watching the korean show 'wo de ye man nu jia jiao'

was nice.

but i fell asleep towards the end.

lol.

den woke up ard 0300.

hafta do my weekly attachment report.

online.

saw jin kai at msn.

den ended up he call mi and chat lor.

hmm.

wat i think reallie happen.

my prediction reallie accurate ah.

he reallie quarrelled wif her gf coz of mi.

he oso talked abt past.

he kept on talking and ask mi wat if this wat if tat.

ya.

if he reallie noe how to think and treasure it tat time.

mayb my life wont be as misarable like now.

but the fact tat it is not.

fate did not bring us together.

god made us lost contact for abt 3 years.

den finally contacted back aft 3 years.

and u already having a gf.

so.

pls lah.

dun think so much le.

juz treasure wat u are having now.

and tats ur gf.

he asked mi 'wat if i break up wif my gf coz of u?'

den i told him its not worth it lah.

oso dunno wat is he thinking lah.

hmm.

so we chatted for the whole midnight.

till 0630.

hafta bath and go work le.

reached bio.

boon is there surfing net le.

using his laptop.

ya.

im so boring.

nth to do.

den prakash asked mi changed the flow converter.

and tats all wat i did for the whole dae lor.

aft lunch juz sit down there and rot.

did nth.

fell asleep a few times.

den my boss called mi at 1720.

shit lah!

i hate it!

for a stupid booking.

not my boss fault oso.

is tat bmrc person fault.

whole dae sit at office dun wana call.

i wana go off le den call.

angry!

haa.

boon is still there acc mi for tat stupid booking.

den we run out for the first bus.

lol.

den yun is already at buona le!

yeah.

met her to get my bag lor.

haha.

den went home aft tat.

hmm.

going home early can be a good thing.

reach home early is to rest more.

but.

my mother and brother quarrell.

dunno abt wat lah.

argh!

ANGRY!!

i wan peace oso dun haf.

tats y sometimes i dun like to go home.

but no else where for mi to go.

wanted to watch tv oso no mood le.

2000++ bang myself on my bed le.

wat else?

slp lor.

hais.

tats y sometimes i reallie someone by my side so tat i can talk to anytime.

but...

ok!

going to shan's chalet on 4 and 5 nov.

sat and sun.

taken off.

schedule is out.

dun haf my name!

so happie.

thanx jun i love you!!

lol.

tats wat i told her.

den can happily go chalet le.

haa.

den my store oso having a internal outing.

within ourselves de lor.

bbq at ecp on 8 nov.

so a week im having 2 bbq!

omg!

=x

yeah.

im back aft one week.

not feeling well last week.

den this week.

better.

but not prefectly alright.

go work oso got no mood to talk.

sian.

hmm.

quite happening lah my work.

FINALLY go site le.

aft one and half months.

climb up ladder.

to be on top of the ceiling.

reallie fun.

hee.

on mon met june aft work at far east.

bought a shoe.

tue went home aft work.

wed aft work.

met my mac management team and we stars at simei.

having dinner there.

hut's river.

sth like souel garden.

den went geylang serai bazaar.

jun looking for baju.

its nice.

but ex.

tsk tsk tsk.

reached home 11++.

freaking damn tired.

thurs aft work met band ppl for dinner at kembangan.

june.

ismail and her gf.

mastura.

and soefian.

eat le sit there talked till 2130 den went home.

fri aft work went home.

later working at 1400.

hmm.

got lee hom concert.

shit lah.

sian lor.

sure crowd like hell.

hope all go kfc lah.

lol.

lame.

-_-

went to see doctor.

got mc.

so din went to work.

can sae is i planned since last week not to work todae.

oso can sae i predicted i will take mc todae.

coz i had been not feeling well for the whole week mah.

watever it it.

im reallie sick lah.

for those who dun believe.

juz fuck off.

so fed up.

dun let mi noe who is tat person.

dun wana ask coz i dun bother to quarrell wif small kids.

so i juz stayed at home the whole dae.

to slp.

and onli slp.

it had been quite a long time ever since i last stayed at home for the whole dae to slp.

reallie feel good.

great.

its like staying at home no need to think of anything lor.

juz put EVERYTHING aside and forget it.

yup.

ok.

aft resting for one whole dae.

my busy life gonna start tmr.

(:

i finally found someone who has the same thinking of mine.

i always tot im onli the crazy one.

working at mac is not tat bad ok ppl!

at least we are happie.

correct sahhidah?

(:

hais.

kinda lazy to go band le.

tats y im here blogging.

sorry.

for the whole week aft work.

din go anywhere.

juz went home and nua.

have dinner.

watch tv.

slp.

tats my everydae life lor.

kinda boring.

but ok lah.

treat it take a rest lor.

somehow used to it ba.

waiting for next week.

any programme fo mi?

hmm..

since i did not go band.

am i going to work later?

60%-40% lor.

i wana go see doctor.

i think im sick.

hais.

coughed for the whole night while sleeping.

so irritated.

oh ya.

sth happened on thrus.

dee called mi in the morning to ask mi can i work on fri 9pm.

i juz sae no coz im tired lah pls lah.

den!

joey called mi in the evening.

ask mi the same qns.

of coz i sae no too.

DEN!!

jun call mi at night.

i noe she gg to ask the same qns.

i was kinda fed up.

i ans the call.

b4 she can sae anything.

i ask her izzit asking mi to work on fri.

i sae no!

den she juz sae 'ok lor bye'

hais.

i think my tone is too harsh.

i hurt her?

im hurt.

i caused it de.

im stupid lah.

she is jun leh.

not others.

y am i using tat tone?

argh!

i hate myself!

i wanted to call her back and sae sorry.

but i noe she's working she will sae she is busy to talk.

thinking of sms her.

but she always din reply my sms de.

so for the rest of tat night.

i felt so bad and guilty.

so in the end.

i decided to sms her saeing sorry and stuffs.

she reallie still din reply mi.

i reallie tot she angry wif mi.

i still think of the next dae to call her.

and dunno wat time she waking up.

coz i dun wana disturb her.

so made mi whole dae xin bu zai yen de work.

den finally!

she replied mi!!

aft 17 and 1/2 hrs.

i saw her msg i nearly cried.

in fact i did lah.

so touched to see her sms.

and i finally relieved.

thanx jun and reallie sorry for wat i had sae.

(:

yeah.

kinda happie leh.

ytd contacted back one of my long-lost friend.

its jin kai.

yup.

knew him 4yrs ago at kallang mac working.

dunno y he resigned and i dunno.

den we chatted on msn abt the past.

aft awhile chatted on phone.

still rmb he jio mi at tat point of time.

we was onli sec3.

lol.

he sae he did not got mi coz he dunno wat is love tat time.

and he sae he always wana sae sorry to mi but he did not.

haa.

funnie lor.

he gave mi 2 things tat time.

but he forgotten wat he gave mi.

he ask mi wat he gave mi.

den i tell him since he forget den forget it lor.

ya.

no point telling him lah.

time reallie flies.

i feel i old liao.

haa.

den we chatted the whole night.

i did not slp.

chatted halfway he went to slp.

ard 0600.

-_-

wth.

i gtg work and he fell asleep.

whole dae working juz fell headache lor.

not enough slp ba.

todae went off ard 1830.

ytd worked at mac.

sux lor.

ytd juz not my dae.

lets see this coming sat am i going to work.

dun feel like going.

yup.

lets see ba.

(:

aft one week.

im finally back.

freaking tired everydae.

partly is coz of my attachment.

another part is coz i chose to go out aft work.

haa.

monday..

went to mac to work aft work.

coz of a party.

tat was a great party.

hee.

tuesdae..

michelle and mi blur blur agree wif quixiang.

to go to listen to wat personality course talk.

ya.

both of us are wasting our time there.

talked so long.

oso made the both of us damn hungry.

lol.

its was at raffles place there.

aft tat freaking talk.

we went to lau pa sat and eat.

den go home.

wednesdae..

went movie aft work!

met up wif ruizhu, alicia, weeloon, dexter, hungming and her gf, who oso named michelle.

lol.

ok.

its DAMN FREAKING LONG ever since i last met alicia.

i think our last met is when we took our o's results.

its true.

can u believe tat?

haa.

reallie glad to meet HER and them!!

meet up again soon k?

=)

anyway.

we watched rob-b-hood.

its a damn great movie ok!

those who have not yet watch.

its reallie high high highly recommanded.

i can sae is 10/10.

yup.

go watch k!

=D

oh ya.

saw jefflina and ivy there.

we watching the same movie.

but they are wif jim.

a ex-BQ mgr.

to mi.

i felt funnie lah.

i saw jim was carrying jefflina's daughter.

hmm.

or im juz over-sentitive.

watever lah!

thursdae..

actually i got no plan de.

juz plan go home early take a rest.

since the past 3 daes went home late and tired.

den receive sms frm my boss.

asked all of us not to go home.

got a dinner.

hafta attend.

argh!

ok lor.

attend lor.

and oso its prakash bdae lah.

can sae is celebrate for him lor.

guess where we went?

crystal jade korean bbq.

WOW!!

tat was the first time im having korean feast.

it was reallie great.

nice.

yummy.

love it!

but i think its not cheap lor.

we 6 ppl there.

ordered a 4-person meal.

its already $129.

plus we oso ordered additional food and drink.

$200?

i dunno.

thanx BOSS!!

=p

den the next dae fridae mah.

got toto $6 million.

bee hoon suggested to share and buy.

strike already mondae no need go work.

straight away meet at selegie to collect money.

lol.

so we shared and bought it.

ya.

den went home aft dinner.

where else.

haa.

fridae..

actually suppose to meet up wif ismail and gang for dinner.

den in the end.

i dun feel like going le.

so i stayed up awhile more at biopolis to finish up my work.

and to help out some stuffs.

while the rest are like having meeting.

im not reallie involve lah.

so when im done.

i wana go off le.

i went to take my bag.

the secong b4 i took my bag.

my boos stop the meeting and turn and tell mi to do stuff.

i was like...

argh!!

-_-

so stay and do lor.

until they finish their meeting.

they go quite alot of to-do-list.

i help them wif some lor.

they going back bio on sat to do some.

im not going as i brought home and do.

left bio ard 2030.

and went home.

ya lah.

where else?!

lol.

toto did not strike.

mondae hafta go work.

not meeting at selegie le.

=(

lol.

saturdae..

todae.

did not go band.

coz i reallie wana stay indoor.

the haze outside reallie made mi feel irritated and unwell.

REALLIE.

or im juz lazy and finding an excuse for not going?

but i reallie feel yucks lah!

but on the other hand.

i oso wana practice de.

its like..

you xin mei li.

but i still going mac work later.

tsk tsk tsk.

reallie hope the haze will get better soon.

=)

sth funnie happen.

thama intro a guy to mi.

LOL!!

=D

we are reallie like strangers now.

yup.

i saw him again on bus on my way to work on wed.

not friends?

can tell mi y?

gtg do my work le!

everybody take care k!!

drink more water!!

the haze reallie sux!

=x

im back.

blogging in action.

but look at the time.

dunno consider late or early.

lotsa stuffs happened.

be it good or bad.

be it happy or sad lah.

had dinner wif my jies.

although onli 4 of us turned up.

i still enjoyed it.

went dxo!

hee.

wif kaixin, catherine, ruizhu, weeloon and dexter.

met camilia and jasmine there.

yup.

went home the next morning.

went lau pa sat for supper.

went to liang court mac to wait for the first bus home.

shopping wif my jies!

haa

yun, iris and june!!

bought a zara top.

was reallie damn tired at the end of tat dae.

but i still enjoyed myself.

SHOPPING!

lol.

hmm.

actually saw keat on my way to town tat dae.

we are on the same bus.

im sure he saw mi.

he can juz pretend and look away.

kinda sad and disappointed.

no more hurt.

cant we be friends?

had been freaking busy wif my attachment too.

had been OT-ing for 3 daes straight.

did nth but onli to kill all those virus.

hais.

when can this finish man.

jinlong played mi out again?

everything seems out happening and ended so fast.

talked to him on phone tat dae when im out.

sounds ok.

asked mi the next dae.

den seems like ignoring mi the following dae.

felt so irritated lor.

if he dun haf intention.

den y did he asked mi?

they did ask mi hows my feeling towards him.

i think its more to positive ba.

dunno lah.

his character is damn weird lah.

suddenly terence sms mi aft a long time.

haa.

im shocked.

but not much too.

thanx ppl who cared for mi.

ya.

junaina.

tats her.

she scolded mi for working OT.

haa.

coz i scolded her when she worked OT too.

she is the someone tat i can talked to when im fed up.

not to vent anger on her.

she called mi in the morning and i called her at night.

both of us talked abt how angry are we.

haa.

she reallie take care of mi.

she worked closing.

but onli went home 12pm.

she called mi at 5pm to ask mi hows my party.

she woke up and called mi.

can hear tat her voice is sleepy.

so touched and happie.

den she sae she can slp more peacefully.

but sorry.

i cant get wat she wanted.

haa.

great friend cum great manager.

but she always sae wana call mi.

confirm will call mi.

call mi back later.

most of the times nv call de.

so sad.

lucky she's mi friend.

if she my bf i will be DAMN angry.

lol.

ok lah.

tats all for now.

will update soon if i can.

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

went to mac work aft work lor.

was so damn headache.

coz of the bus journey.

stupid IMF.

finally end le.

so irritating.

went to juz to conduct a adults party.

was alright.

hope ppl can stop asking mi tat.

i juz felt weird.

went home ard 2345.

wana talk to jun.

she was so busy.

and she claimed tat she is a busy woman.

-_-

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

worked OT todae.

for wat?

juz to install anti virus and cleaned up virus.

i had done tat for 12 com.

went off ard 1930.

was so damn shagged by den.

den had missed the last shuttle bus out to holland village.

thanx to the relief colleague named zhihao.

show mi the way out and acc mi walked to holland village.

and he walked back to buona vista mrt.

thankie!!

hmm.

btw.

got back my results le.

kinda sucky.

1 A.

2 B.

4 C.

and gpa drop.

hais.

its actually sort of expected de lah.

but juz dun like it lor.

although im not satisfied wif it.

think i still hafta thank god tat i had passed all.

(:

wow.

its a new start of another week!

week 3 of my attachment.

9 more weeks to go.

(:

onli managed to slp 4hrs last night.

went to work so headache.

like having hangover.

lol.

tat dae i slp 1hr oso not as headache as todae.

jialat.

or izzit mondae blue?

haa.

was so damn tired aft work.

i changed my route of going home again.

ever since week 1 i had been trying different route going work and going home.

think i decide to take 105 and change 155 at toa payoh.

at least got seat for mi to sit and let mi haf a short nap.

lol.

taking 32 to bugis and change 63 is always full.

sometimes even the driver din wana stop.

traffic jam.

stand all the way till home.

more tired.

my darling michelle juz tell mi tat we are getting results on wed.

if she nv tell mi i reallie dunno lor.

haa.

ok.

praying hard now.

bless mi ok?

(:

AI REN!!!

WISH YOU ALL THE BEST K!!

=P

tml tues.

going mac work aft work.

-_-

looking forward wed?

no ba.

results dae.

looking forward thurs?!

YEAH~!

going jackson centre wif jies.

see ya!

=D

anything on fri?

no one date mi yet.

lol.

NEXT TUES!!!

catching movie wif darling michelle.

'devil wears prada'

she sae its a comedy.

ya.

i onli can watch comedy wif her.

she scared horror ones.

i wanted to watch 'the host' lor.

yeah yeah.

we agreed tat now our everydae life is like..

morning at work -> home for dinner -> watch tv -> slp

we oso agreed tat..

1 week meet up wif friends once or twice for a meal is best le.

im happie and contented le.

tats y we decided to go watch movie next tues.

hee.

oh ya!

saw lun siong studying at mac on sat while i was working.

he told mi he having his prelims le.

no wonder so many ppl studying at mac.

din realise tat now is exams and prelims period.

wah.

lydat think.

i think i got quite alot of friends having o's prelims lor.

lun siong.

cedric.

li jie.

yuan ying.

marie.

and my store those kids are having exams soon.

yun rui.

ben.

robin.

zhen.

cheryl.

oh ya still got hanisah having a's prelims too ba.

wish ALL of them all the best ba!

hope they will reallie study hard.

esp my store those kids ah.

i believe those having prelims had studied real hard le.

(:

Monday, 11 Sept, 2006

aft work.

went home had my dinner.

den went out again at 2200.

lol.

went kbox wif robin and zhen.

coz its janice's bdae.

she invited us.

went there.

got serene.

ivy.

jeff.

alex.

their usual gang.

and the rest are all her friends.

we 3 stayed till ard 0400++.

went off wif jeff.

we all took cab home.

mi and robin share lor.

wanted not to slp.

but still went to slp for an hr den wake up for work.

lucky got no hangover.

coz we drink mah.

haha!

Tuesday, 12Sept, 2006 & Wednesday, 13Sept, 2006

went home aft work.

no meet up wif anyone.

Thursday, 14Sept, 2006

met michelle for lunch.

tats our thursday deal for our 12 weeks of attachment.

den aft work.

met up michelle again.

we went to jurong point.

watched little man.

its damn funnie lor.

to mi.

abt 2 - 3 min of emo.

haa.

reallie.

a movie worth to watch.

recommanded.

8.5/10

den aft movie.

we shopped ard.

the shopping mall its damn big.

ya.

think the last time i went there izzit like 10yrs ago?

lol.

and hor!

we went to toy'r'us.

we shop like two big kids.

was reallie amused by all the toys nowadaes.

during our times dun haf de lor.

den we played there.

who cares looking at us!

wahaha!

=D

den both of us took a pic there.

got time i upload it ba.

hmm.

i onli get to noe her from the previous sem.

its like less den half a yr.

i juz feel like we are friends for very long time.

at least for some yrs.

but we are not.

Friday, 15Sept, 2006

aft work.

met june at 1900 at serangoon.

we waited 1hr for yating and siewluang.

-_-

peng.

yeah!

tats our mjc friends.

haa.

a mjc gathering.

we went chomp chomp for dinner.

den shirley meet us there.

ate quite alot of stuffs.

din took photos.

lol.

den we talked and laugh like crazy.

well.

mayb the one who laugh like crazy is mi ba.

lol!!

den aft dinner.

we from chomp chomp walk to serangoon central.

wah.

reallie good for digestion.

haa.

den we noe tat.

yating the lion dancer.

wahaha!!

=D

i think tats the first time i sae siewluang ever since i left mjc.

ya.

seriously.

glad to gather wif them.

Saturday, 16Sept, 2006

went to band at 1300.

coz wana slp longer.

haa.

our side onli ismail and mi lor.

getting more and more pathetic.

hais!!

den aft band went to work.

tat ivy gave mi one fuck-up face.

dun wana talk to her.

den at the end of the dae den i noe she not feeling well.

den janice gave mi a pek-cek face.

wtf.

wats wrong wif them man.

den at the end of the dae she told mi tat she was irritated by ppl.

josias?

din reallie bother him lah.

aft tat den i realise tat its his last dae at kallang.

opps!

which mean tat audrey is coming back.

hais.

sian liao lor.

ok.

conducted an adults party.

they are damn fucking crazy.

i shouted while i conduct.

and i lost my voice.

haa.

having sore throat now.

lol.

den.

junaina came.

yeah my gun doo.

but she is not happy.

ya.

hais.

y all guys are lydat.

somehow all are freaking bastards.

reallie dun understand wats all those guys out there are thinking man.

hais.

den i think she was alright during the hrs i acc her.

den i oso told her i ber troubled.

i reallie dunno wat i want.

im going crazy sooner or later i told her.

im tired and mentally tired.

reallie.

i dunno when i will break down.

i told her i wana leave.

she told mi she wont let it happen.

i felt its not fair to mi.

i got no weekends at all!!

i got no life during weekends!!

felt like crying.

in fact i cried.

hais.

den she told mi tat i still got her during weekends.

ya.

like she working every weekends lydat.

den she sae she will make it when she work den i work.

if not try not to let mi work.

she told mi tat think im too stress.

well.

perhaps.

she sae will gif mi 2 weeks off aft the kids finish their exams.

hmm.

hais.

juz see how lah.

actually.

seriously.

i dun bear to leave.

to leave.

the feeling is like breaking a 4yrs++ r/s.

reallie.

the tears i dropped there.

the sweat the dripped there.

the time is spent there.

the joy i enjoyed there.

the ppl i hated there.

the ppl i loved there.

the ppl shouted at mi there.

the ppl slapped mi there.

the ppl scolded mi there.

the ppl i scolded there.

the stuffs i learnt there.

the jokes we cracked there.

the laughter i laughed there.

the burnt scars from there.

the ppl i noe there.

REALLIE.

REALLIE!!

those memories are reallie precious to mi.

some might not happen again.

but i will still rmb them for sure.

i might not spend my weekends wif my friends.

wif my jies.

wif my sis or who ever.

but let mi spend my weekends THERE!!!

there is my precious.

and they all are my precious too!!!!

junaina i noe wat i want already!!!

(:

i had quite a num of gathering recently.

my pri sch gathering.

jc gathering.

my jies gathering on next thurs.

*will sms u all again!!

poly gathering which is the bbq ba.

haa.

my wish and hope had granted?

kind of.

but i wan more!!

haha!

greedy mi.

oh ya.

happy to see mps friendster account growing and growing.

saw so many pri sch friends.

(:

i reallie wish tat i can stop grumbling and complaining.

ya.

think i reallie need a rest.

aft tat i think i shld be alright.

coz i somehow used to this kind of life le.

i juz need a rest somewhere in between.

hmm.

went to work at 1500.

reached ard 1445.

angel was there.

wth.

nearly gave mi a shocked.

when i went over the party room.

i wanted to open the store room.

i cant open.

den lee ling passed mi the keys.

tot it was lock.

but when i turn the keys to unlock the door.

i still cant open the door!

omg!

so scary.

muz be sth inside the room drop and block the freaking door.

and caused it cant open.

tot juz push harder.

can open le.

but still cant.

we all tried to push.

mi.

zhen.

ivy.

dee.

aisyah.

and even ivan tried.

oso cant.

den i noe its reallie in deep trouble le.

the worst thing is.

got 1 party going on.

cant get in to get the props and everything!

den we all hands like legs and legs like hands.

but i managed to help aisyah to play some simple games tat dun reallie require props.

thank god we are saved.

BUT!!!

the door still cant be open.

thinking of getting bryan to climb from outside ceiling into the store room.

i think cannot ba.

ended up.

ivan screw open our door handle.

still cant get in.

den he climb from grimace room ceiling top into the store room.

it reallie look damn scary lor.

wif the help of the broom and a mop handle.

i dunno how.

he managed to get into the store room.

omg!

its reallie amazing lor.

guess wat caused the the to be blocked?

the whole freaking meeting white board drop and stuck in between the door and the shelve.

tats y no matter how much strength we use to push or bang open the door.

we oso cant get in.

pity ivan.

he suppose to fetch dee from work.

ended up he had to work and help us climb into our store room.

lol.

thank him.

if not.

i think we reallie dunno wat to do.

and get who to do tat man.

and the handle tat he screw out.

cant fixed back le.

haha.

called for service.

$170 for a handle.

?!?!

not i pay.

who cares.

haha.

haiya.

we oso damn sway lah.

angel came down to observe the party.

ended up happen this kind of stuff.

and tat lee ling oso lah.

i got the keys from her.

she already noe tat the door cant be open.

bloody hell dun get help earlier.

wait till i make noise den she tell mi.

wtf.

dun she noe tat tat room is damn impt for us.

somemore a party is going on.

kind of brainless.

still call herself a SAE.

-_-

actually i oso dun like her lah.

everytime come kallang.

ask her dun come better.

when i see her i feel so irritated.

i see angel oso not tat irritated.

argh!

ok.

den i conducted a 4pm party.

den ended.

yun rui and mi tidy up the store room.

den went back on floor.

i asked janice do she need mi to on floor.

she sae no need .

so i go off ard 1900++.

den went dinner wif yunrui and robin at hawker.

den went home.

had email my LO my week1 attachment report.

wrote crap ba.

coz oso did nth much.

haa.

tml is week2 of my attahment.

plz lah.

gif mi sth to do man.

if not i will reallie become crazy.

and faster thurs.

den can meet michelle for lunch!

den aft work watch little man.

lol.

actually jinlong is oso having lunch at ghim moh on wed.

he onli told mi aft tat.

haha.

ok lah.

wish mi all the best for my week 2 attachment ba!!

=D

alamak.

now is 0500.

juz now work till 0300 wif tat gun doo junaina.

told mi go home msn wif her.

ended up she go slp without telling mi.

and now i cant slp le!

she will get it from mi LATER!!

haa.

actually wana talk to her sth 'serious'.

reallie i mean serious.

but..

tat gun doo went to slp.

second time already.

i will made her rmb this.

hmm.

actually nth much lah.

consider ytd.

went to band.

reached ard 1015.

practice lor.

actually its reallie kind of sad lah.

left with freaking less ppl lor.

trying to get ppl.

but no one wan.

its like..

ARGH!!

u may not understand the feeling unless u are reallie committed in it.

ok well.

im gonna ask u all.

mayb again or the last time lah.

juz kindly gif mi a reply.

yes or no will do.

thanx.

yun.

xiu.

june.

luvina.

iris.

wana join our band?

=)

reallie.

we ppl now reallie wana haf a infusionII.

but looking at the number manpower we are having.

its reallie sadening lah.

hai.

hmm.

so do consider.

practice is now is every sat 10am to 5pm.

nearer to the concert of coz will haf more practice.

seriously to mi.

i dun think it will affect studies or wat.

everything is abt time management.

can actually do sch work or project during weekdaes, aft sat band prac or oso even sun.

and oso most of u are not working during weekends if im not wrong.

unlike mi.

-_-

juz spend one morning till early evening for band.

once a week for now.

i dun think is too much lah.

err.

i dunno lah.

tats my thinking.

or u all juz wana haf ur own life.

den seriously i got nth to sae lah.

coz now im like got no life.

and i think band had been part of my life since the start of infusionI.

another part of my life is when my friends are reallie free.

for dinner.

for supper.

for movie.

for shopping.

but it reallie seem difficult to haf it often.

its ok.

i had already used to 'no-life' life le.

hai.

so i reallie hope tat infusion can reallie move on.

think not onli mi who wan it to move on.

im sure the ones who attended band this 2 weeks too.

talking abt 'no-life'.

i kept on hearing ppl saeing or telling mi.

i got no life.

den i reallie realise tat.

in the past.

weekdaes study.

weekends work.

now.

weekdaes work.

weekends oso work.

who made mi realise tat?

terrence.

-_-

he is the one who kept on telling mi tat i got no life.

den juz now one of my rider oso tell mi tat.

argh!

den terrence kept on..

telling mi.

pestering mi.

nagging at mi.

to quit mac.

but..!

he and i think no one can reallie understand how i feel lah.

hai.

wait till i met my life.

den i will prove everything and everyone wrong.

oh ya!

so happy when michelle call mi.

and she wana DATE mi on thurs aft work!!

yeah!!

=D

we gonna to catch a movie.

most prob is 'little man'.

so looking forward for the dae le.

the last time i went out wif her is went to her hse to bake brownie ba.

we promised to go town and sentosa aft our exams.

but we did not.

dunno is she busy or mi lah.

she ah.

oso another one lah.

damn busy woman.

church lah.

cell lah.

tuition lah.

driving lah.

hiking lah.

work lah.

i think she juz signed up for singing lesson or wat lah.

tat time still got keyboard lesson lah.

her boy briget lah.

wah piang!

see her list of activities.

i think still got more lah.

i forgot le.

haa.

bth``

went to read his blog.

till now.

i still cant stop myself from reading.

hmm.

mi as a human.

i haf feelings.

although he lied to mi in the past.

of coz i will nv ever forget.

but now.

i feel sad and sorry for him.

is the ger who is the one who ask for the break up.

is it his revenge?

i dunno.

and i dun wish to noe.

he sae he is sad.

i cant reallie describe how sad is he.

coz i read it.

hmm.

once again.

reallie wana wish him best of luck and all the best ba.

i was kept on thinking.

if tat dae we nv meet up.

i think things will not be in such a suituation now.

hai.

hope im thinking too much lah.

always think SO MUCH!

argh!!

wtf.

he broke up.

again.

he and the ger lasted for a mth.

i dunno who ask for it.

i oso dunno did he hurt another ger again.

i juz dunno wats the reason behind it.

well.

juz wana wish him all the best once again ba.

but.

think he wun noe.

ok!

sorry for not blogging for a week.

coz had been sleeping early for the past week.

and my tat freaking brother kept using the com.

i had already gave up asking him to let mi use.

he is now not at home.

so i can use all i wan.

lol.

let mi now describe wat i had done.

haa.

Monday, September 04, 2006

reached honeywell ard 0900++.

abit late coz still blur which part of bedok shld i wait for the feeder bus.

den reached le.

waited for my supervisor at the lobby.

den he came down to bring mi up.

he told mi abt honeywell.

wat is the company doing and stuffs.

den he told mi tat he will brong mi to the project site ard 1100.

so sat down there.

did nth.

he was doing his stuffs.

wait and wait and wait.

so boring and sleepy.

finally he bring to the the project site.

which is at buona vista.

it look like a company to mi.

named 'biopolis'

its opp to MOE.

and beside NTU.

biopolis is big lor.

got 7 blocks.

i forgot the name for blk 1 and 2.

blk 3 - matrix

blk 4 - genome

blk 5 - proteos

blk 6 - nanos

blk 7 - helious

yup.

haa.

the name sounds weird ah.

let mi now intro my colleauge.

my supervisor - hong kwee

the rest.

ann.

selvi.

raj.

prakash.

and boon.

[ai ren!! this boon i noe and the boon we noe the TOTALLY DIFFERENT size!! =x omg im so bad...]

they are all from honeywell too.

and oso a guy name sly.

he not from honeywell.

dunno wat company.

but he always working wif them together.

once i reached biopolis.

their working place is at blk 5.

a room named FCC.

i oso dunno wat is stand for.

to mi.

tat room is a security room.

got alot of security gaurds in there.

alot of fire panel and stuffs.

alot of com.

alot of equipment.

and the room is DAMN cold.

now i reallie understand the telecomm lecturer sae.

air con is not for human.

air conis for the equipments.

lol.

ok.

hong kwee taught mi how to use their com system.

sounds real chim.

but i reallie trying my veri best to understand.

went holland v for lunch.

den came back.

ann helped to to create a account for mi.

so tat i can log in to their system.

but most of the time im juz sitting down there doing nth.

all of them are doing their own stuffs.

so i juz sit down there lor.

waiting for time to pass nia.

think tats it for my first dae of attachment.

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

i hafta go biopolis myself.

and i took ard 1 and 1/2 hrs to reached.

wth.

its reallie damn far lor.

hais.

think i reached ard 0910.

yup.

went in to FCC.

sit down.

and do nth.

same.

the rest are doing their stuffs.

i so scared of hong kwee.

dunno y.

i sat beside ann.

looking at her wat is she doing.

and talked to mi too.

haa.

of not i will die.

den went ghim moh for lunch.

go back.

stone again.

but ann got bring mi walk ard the 7 blocks.

got alot of shops there lor.

food court.

cafe.

restaurant.

mama shop.

7-11.

laundry shop.

child care.

haha.

but.

same.

spent most of my time stoning.

if this reallie continue.

i will reallie become a stone at the end of 3 mths.

and oso will become zi bi zhen.

lol.

yup.

and the end of my second dae of attachment.

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

reached biopolis.

went FCC.

ya.

den hong kwee ask mi to do sth.

wah.

finally got sth for mi to do.

to edit their system de graphics.

but this onli last mi before lunch.

aft lunch at ghim moh.

nth for mi to do le.

hing kwee sae the next dae den continue.

ok lor.

wat can i do?

stone.

sit.

see.

look.

walk.

toilet.

till 1730.

damn sian lor.

AND HOR!!!

i met my pri sch friends aft work!!!

met them at taka for seoul garden.

dolly.

yuewen.

candice.

and shanyun.

we the 5 crazy gers.

although few yrs nv meet.

we still can juz talk NON-STOP!

talking abt the past.

u juz cannot imagine wat we had done in the past.

its reallie childish.

but those daes are the daes tat we are reallie innocent.

rmb the daes we playing five stones.

rmb the daes we playing zero point.

rmb the daes we playing one leg.

rmb the daes we playing marbles.

hey!

nowadays where got pri sch kids play those games.

now they will play wat..

psp.

ps2.

and having hp!

at our times.

onli can get hp when we are sec sch.

den talk talk talk.

we spent most of the time talking rather den eating.

yup.

den talk abt r/s.

4/5 of us are singles.

finally found 1 grp of my darlings are single.

talk abt we wana be ourselves.

talk abt processive bf.

3 of them met b4.

consider im lucky i nv met b4.

and i oso dun wana meet.

talk abt caring bf.

but yuewen sae tat its 'ke yu bu ke qiu'.

not all guys are caring.

dunno leh.

but which ger dun wana haf a caring bf.

we 5 gers agree to be ourselves is veri impt.

reallie.

no point and its useless to change for a guy.

be a different person infront of ur bf.

so.

be ourselves.

they guy can juz accept it or forget it.

tats us.

shan yun left early coz she hafta chiong her project.

hmm.

we talked till seoul garden going to close.

den we went to take neoprints at cine ard 2200.

lazy to upload here.

had already uploaded in my friendster.

take a look there ba.

yup.

we went home aft taking neoprints.

well.

izzit the first time having friends taking the same bus as mi back home from town.

haa.

everytime go town.

my friends will take train home.

and i will take bus.

veri rare i will take train wif them lah.

juz felt so great having dolly, yuewen and candice taking the same bus as mi home.

coz we are living ard the same area!

den we can still continue to talk on bus.

den i suggested tat we can meet up even for supper since we are living so near each other.

at night bored can juz ring up each other for supper.

we can talk till midnight oso can walk home.

i wana haf tat kind of gathering soon!

haha.

den reached home ard 2300.

damn tired.

Thursday , September 07, 2006

hais.

same lah.

reached biopolis.

went FCC.

den hong kwee told mi to continue the graphics stuffs.

till lunch.

i had the most happiest lunch.

coz michelle's company every thurs will drive them to ghim moh for lunch!!

and of coz!!

i met her for lunch.

hugged for when i see her.

miss her real lot.

coz both of us juz suffering bored illness from our company.

den we had our lunch happily.

den we hafta part aft lunch.

waved to each other on our different company bus.

going back to our own coompany.

so sad.

i told her i feel like crying.

i wana go back sch.

i wan study.

i wan module.

i dun wan attachment.

i dun wan fyp.

but i oso dun wan exams.

hais.

den went back aft lunch.

still.

nth to do.

hais.

its real damn bored lor.

den hong kwee asked raj to bring mi to blk 3 SCC.

went there.

selvi taught mi some stuffs.

so still ok.

but lasted for awhile onli.

den went back to FCC and stone till 1730.

go home.

the fourth dae of attachment den i realise.

and i told michelle tat actually my company is doing maintenence at biopolis.

its abit slow.

but at least i realise it.

haa.

Friday, September 08, 2006

ya.

ya.

still the same.

but selvi came to FCC.

den see mi do nth.

she bring mi over to SCC.

taught mi some stuffs again.

and oso helped her to do a excel file.

coz she lost it.

ya.

den went back to FCC and wait for them to call mi for lunch.

boon, prakash and mi went ghim moh.

i dunno y they like to go ghim moh lah.

think so things to eat.

but todae no michelle.

so sad.

den aft lunch.

boon and mi wanted to go to FCC de.

den when we step in.

hong kwee ask us to go else where got they are having dunno wat presentation.

got alot ang moh.

haa.

so we went to SCC lor.

rot there.

i rot there till ard 1645.

went back to FCC.

continue rotting till 1730.

go home.

aft one week of attachment.

i think im pro in rotting and stoning.

heard from them think next week will be more busy ba.

ya hopefully.

had been waiting since dae 1.

haa.

oh ya.

todae suppose to go momo.

louise ask mi wana go or not.

i sae ok.

but she did not msg or call mi again.

so juz forget it lor.

i wana go juz to meet them up lor.

louise and samuel.

my best ex-mgrs.

but too bad cant meet them.

next time ba.

hmm.

aft the pri sch gathering on wed.

we reallie do enjoy being ourselves.

enjoy being single for now.

we all having the same thinking.

dunno wana haf bf or not.

we decided to stay single for now aft hearing lots of stories.

and oso wana concentrade on wat we are doing now.

but seriously.

still hafta depend on fate lah.

and oso i had realise.

wanting a caring bf is onli a hope and wish.

trust is damn impt.

dun ever try to rush into any r/s.

seriously.

i had reallie learnt and realised alot of things from them.

i think they are much more matured den mi.

yup.

we all reallie had grown up over the yrs.

had known shanyun for 12yrs.

candice for 11yrs.

dolly for 9 or 10yrs.

yuewen for 8yrs.

if we haven grown up.

reallie can go bang wall and die le lah.

tats wat we said tat dae.

haha.

hope to haf another pri sch gathering soon.

perhaps having sook eng to join us.

coz she was not free tat dae.

reallie wana be best friends.

think these few will be enough.

oh ya!

we oso talked abt lot of our pri sch friends.

some remain the same.

still as bad.

some turned over a new leaf.

some guys becoming more shuai.

yup.

tml going band.

working at mac.

-_-

sun working at mac.

-_-

hai.

i shld be sleeping now.

but i miss my blog

so im here to blog b4 i go slp ba.

if i half an hr b4 i blog.

think this will be a emo post.

but now.

i felt better.

firstly.

my attachment sux.

my project site is at buona vista.

so it means tat i hafta go to buona vista for attachment.

its damn far lor.

far nvm.

but the thing is.

i go there do nth lor.

juz sit down there and stone.

can u imagine.

sit there to stone abt 7hrs!!

argh!!

bth lor.

pray hard tml they got stuffs for mi to do.

if not stone one more dae.

think can die ah.

i went to see his blog and her blog.

hais.

i hope one dae i can stop seeing.

wana go slp le.

will blog soon if i can.

=)

back from town.

yup.

met up terrence for a movie.

ya.

we finally meet up aft 12 daes of sms and call.

aft 19 daes ever since i last saw him.

thinking back the way i know him.

its reallie funnie.

or can sae its unique lor.

lol.

=D

ok.

we watched barnyard.

its a cartoon.

not bad.

quite funnie.

some parts emo.

overall.

its worth it.

rating: 8/10

=)

aft movie.

we went for dinner.

aft tat den went home le.

hmm.

dunno y.

somehow feel weird.

paiseh ba i think.

i dunno lah!

haha.

aft meeting him.

aft talking to him.

somehow feel tat my life is like so aimless.

ya.

i got no goal.

i got no aim.

i got no idea wat im going to do in the future.

so..

am i consider a failure?

hey hey hey.

a couple of daes did not update liao.

let mi recall wat i had done these few daes.

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

did a last minute packing of my stuffs for my chalet.

go off ard 1300.

den reached downtown ard 1400++.

met ai ren.

our chalet was at blk k 2006.

yup.

den was slacking.

playing cards.

den di reached ard 1700 ba.

cant rmb le.

den was waiting for those guys to reached to haf dinner.

no bbq for the first night.

den had dinner at one of the malay stall there.

den aft dinner di and mi went swimming.

we went ard 2000 ba.

haa.

swim.

talk.

den got up ard 2100++.

i was damn cold liao.

lol.

went back.

had a shower.

seems like nth to do lor.

the guys was like playing ps2.

bak brought.

den i played di's psp.

was playing the sims2.

coz the onli game.

haha.

den oso played cards.

Wednesday, Auguest 30, 2006

den ard 0200.

philip and bak drove us out for supper.

coz some of the guys hungry.

i went wif them for a drink lor.

we went changi.

saw some 'ducks'

LOL!!

den we went OCH.

old changi hospital.

wooo~

philip drove us up.

his car got mi, di, zhao and edwin.

bak's car did not went up.

dunno y.

haa.

we went up.

the atmosphere was eriee lor.

but we did not came down of his car when we reached the hospital.

haha.

den u-turn go down.

imagine.

going up its already eriee.

wat will we feel if we all came down?

wahaha!

den went back to chalet.

the guys continue their ps2.

they played soccer.

so i watch them playing lor.

di was playing her psp.

i lydat stone and slack for hrs.

haha.

ton 1 whole night.

den ard 0700.

we all went for breakfast.

den ard 0830.

those who are suppose to go back sch for attachment briefing.

we went.

ya of coz.

philip and bak drove us lah.

we reached ard 0900.

we are damn early lor.

we all sit at canteen.

drank a coffee.

den was like stoning liao.

coz most of us did not slp.

haha.

den finally 1000 liao.

went for the briefing.

wait and wait.

talk and talk.

made mi feel more sleepy.

-_-

den FINALLY can get or attachment letter liao.

and finally its my turn liao.

it saw.

im attached to changi.

wth.

the address:

17 changi business park central 1.

wat a wooloo address.

argh!!

company name:

honeywell pte ltd.

a company which make honey?

lol.

=D

haiya.

sad lah.

attached there.

sian.

i onli noe sheng fa same company wif mi.

ya.

at least got someone i noe lah.

sad is sad lah.

wat to do.

its the fact liao.

cant change for sure.

some others can sae is worst den mi lah.

so.

dun think so much.

den philip drove us back to chalet.

reallie dun wana think so much le.

juz making mi more headache.

so mi, di and dan changed and went wild wild wet!!!

haha.

but lousy weather.

we step in.

juz go into the pool.

start to rain liao.

-_-

we got up.

went kfc had a drink and waited for the rain to stop.

but it seems like it wun stop.

den it was drizzling.

we continue playing.

den we played everything.

except the samsung.

which we dun dare to try.

=x

and the cycle thingy.

coz it look bo liao.

lol.

yup.

we enjoyed.

the most impt thing is.

i enjoy myself can le.

=)

den we went back to chalet.

shower.

nth for us to do liao.

went out to downtown to buy some stuffs.

cant start bbq coz it was still raining like nobodys business.

sian.

sine nth to do.

cant start the bbq.

and i think im tired le.

i took a nap.

den ard 2000.

philip they all went to buy some more bbq stuffs.

den they came back ard 2100.

den start the bbq.

haa.

late ah.

so start bbq le lor.

eat.

drink.

talk.

crap.

laugh.

was damn full.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

when i look at the time again.

its already 0100++

fast ah.

haa.

ya.

the guys was playing ps2.

again!

haha.

den mi and di went downtown walk 1 round.

coz she wana check for pay.

den we came back to chalet.

ard 0200++ if im not wrong.

the guys was packing and sae wana go back le.

our 2 drivers wana go back.

ok lor.

since got car tong pang us home.

so we oso went went home lor.

onli left wif ai ren and johan there to stay till morning to check out.

mi and di took bak's car coz philip car was going sambawang there de.

den reached home ard 0300++.

unpacked my stuffs.

den slp ard 0400.

chalet over le.

seriously i reallie dunno when i can meet up those who doing fyp first.

like ai ren and di.

kinda sad lor.

ya.

will miss them for sure.

and oso dunno will i be bullied when i do my attachment and stuffs lor.

and as for the chalet.

i do enjoyed myself.

i dun mind how much i had spent.

as long as i enjoyed myself.

moreover.

i dun spent this way often.

so to mi.

money is not a problem to mi when im enjoying.

ppl may think.

wah spent so much for juz a chalet.

but to mi.

im ok wif it.

hmm.

so hope my friends who doing attachment all the best.

do it well and dun get bullied by others.

and for those who doing project.

all the best to u too.

do ur project well too!

hopefully can meet up somedae somehow in the future k?

=)

hmm ya.

as for the photots for chalet.

haven upload yet.

coz oso nth much for mi to update.

nobody wana take photos.

so wait till i haf the mood to upload ah.

lol.

Thursday, August 31, 2006

woke up LATE!!!

haa.

supose to meet june at bartley at 1100.

but ended up we met at 1130.

to go back bartley!!

yup.

teachers' dae!!!

saw alot of teachers.

the most unforgetable ones were mrs chou.

same.

still forget my name.

AGAIN!!!

yes june!!!

she still rmb i sit at the back wif a grp of ger.

i suppose is iris, shan and lu ba.

talking all the while.

in chinese.

she sae was was angry.

LOL!!!

den recess was the first to chiong out.

omg!

am i tat bad during those daes?

=x

haa.

yes seriously.

i reallie do miss sec sch life badly.

june..

i oso wish can go back those daes.

wearing uniform.

hais.

I MISS THOSE DAES!!

hmm.

yup.

another teacher was mr sng!!!

omg.

june and mi was like walking ard the classroom.

coz they were still having lesson.

we walked past mr sng's class.

we smiled at him.

den he was telling us.

'one is june and one is suet lin right?'

WAH!!!

our reaction was like...

-diao-

haha!!

HE STILL RMB US!!!

so touched and happy.

yup.

he was like my sec2 sci teacher lor.

how many yrs le sia.

he still rmb my name.

omg.

so nice of him.

wahaha.

hmm.

talked to mr francis.

for quite some time.

den oso saw ms lee.

mrs tan.

mrs koh.

mr ng.

and some others.

and oso of coz ms tay.

hmm.

like wat june had said.

she dun look the same as b4.

dunno y.

juz felt tat lor.

hmm.

no matter wat.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!!

=D

aft visiting bartley.

we went to eat at the coffee shop.

den went home.

i went to check where exactly my attachment location is.

roughly noe where is it ba.

den was tired le.

went to slp.

den was being forced to wake up at 2000 for dinner.

wth.

wana slp oso cannot.

-_-

had dinner.

watched tv.

slacked.

Friday, September 01, 2006

woke up ard 0700++.

coz i hafta go to my attachment company for a briefing.

hmm.

clever and plus lucky de mi.

im not late and i found the place.

haha.

the briefing started at 1030.

and i was told i MIGHT hafta go to BONAR VISTA(dunno how to spell it lah!) for my attachment.

WTH!!!

its damn far lor.

i would rather go changi than there.

hopefully no need to go there lah.

*pray

the briefing ended ard 1100++.

went home.

yup.

might be going out later.

waiting for call now and see how.